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Saturday, 20 January 2018

Taaruf Week In IIUMK

The 3 days 2 nights taaruf (read:orientation) week was so fullllll of activities and talk and talk and talk and talk .............. 
Tudung putih which is our enemy

The food during taaruf week is free and very sodap .... But my ulser was jealous about it 

Freezing in the OCD hall

Taaruf week is where u will only have 3 hours to sleep 

And where u have to be fast in everything (waking up, shower, que for bus, eating, etc)

Cultural night saves our taaruf program #TaweKu TaweMu Jua .. Chia3


And u will sleep during the talk .... And when u wake up , its already another speaker on the stage . *Sejuk takley bincang dlm OCD .. abes bibir kering + pecah*

Sunday, 14 January 2018

Lang Langkawi

Went to Langkawi for the first time in our life during my midsem break . Our car broke down during half of our journey which is in Jeli . So , we have to continue our journey from there by bus . It was our very 1st time to ride bus together . Luckily , i can sleep soundly in the bus . ZzZZZZzzz
Spend our nights in this homestay

Fall in love with this view

The windstruck during the boat riding makes us sleepy

I forgot the name of this pulau . There are so many monkeys there *dashi run run run*

The answer to why i got burn severely ..

Obviously im not good in photographing TT

Kesian matedib nk gambar ngan helang tapi nampak bontot helang ja XD

Queuing for the cable car *Dunno if my face is glowing or oily*

Sibuk laaa matdib 

I think more than half of the visitors are foreigners

Not gayat team .

Another failure of my photography skill to show the majestic view from the top of cable car
Felt like we were being grilled up there
Lighting no good


Senyum sambil teringat midsem exam + ikod + assignments + presentation + lab report

My foundation + lipstick laterally gone after fighting with the heat and sweat

Tiga lipa

* awkward awkward *

Testing the fish eye

Apart from having carsick , i also have seasick *whats wrong with me*

Nuuuuuuuurrrrr kasih ... Aahahaha

Its a war in my university after the midsem break with tons of things to be settle . Hmmmm .........Taknak hingat laaaa .

Stress VS Depress ?

Image result for jonghyun
If I say that things are hard with a crying face
Will it really get better?
If I cry and say it hurts, who will have a harder time?
Everyone will be fine


Common Signs of Stress 
Common Signs of Depression 
  • Trouble sleeping
  • Feeling overwhelmed
  • Problems with memory
  • Problems concentrating
  • Change in eating habits
  • Feeling nervous or anxious
  • Feeling angry, irritable or easily frustrated
  • Feeling burned out from studying or schoolwork
  • Feeling that you can't overcome difficulties in your life
  • Trouble functioning in class or in your personal life

During my Anatomy class, my lecturer touch a bit on depression when we were learning about the brain . Basically severe depression can cause damage to our brain such as limiting the oxygen supply to the brain, inhibit releasing of some hormones and many more . 

  • Withdrawing from other people
  • Feeling sad and hopeless
  • Lack of energy, enthusiasm and motivation
  • Trouble making decisions
  • Being restless, agitated and irritable
  • Eating more or less than usual
  • Sleeping more or less than usual
  • Trouble concentrating
  • Trouble with memory
  • Feeling bad about yourself or feeling guilty
  • Anger and rage
  • Feeling that you can't overcome difficulties in your life
  • Trouble functioning in your class or in your personal life
  • Thoughts of suicide

Some of screenshot that i take when i am feeling down .. *cringe*

Louder people never means they are stronger nor clever that you 

Cause there is no one who will hurt u

Dont think twice before saying something . But think 100000000x *especially girls :')*

Im not to that extend yet

One of our lecturer suggest us to try the online symptom checker . And im quite regret trying it cause the result just makes me become more anxious .

                          My result :

Im not normal yall